Wednesday, November 21, 2007

The Ponder Attack

Man, I ponder way too much. Like, to the point where I just ponder and dont actually get anything done. Its human nature to be curious, but this is ridiculous? its like, the notion of staring at a wall can make you envision your whole life if you so desire, or you can even come up with a false identity and live it for about 3 or 4 minutes. Its pure bliss. You don't even realise where the time went, and then you start pondering about where the time went, and then the vicious cycle starts again....

Where does the time go? I'll tell you where, in the past... This year has totally flown by for me. Its been such an odd year because so many things have happened. I've made and broken friendships, I traveled, I may have finished a degree (If I pass everything), and I may even have become a better person, maybe worse. But for some reason I cannot understand, this year feels like a filler for my life. It doesn't seem memorable as a reflective time, but rather as the odd thing that happened every now and then.

You know?

Anyway, so like, the end of the year is coming. I dont even have anything planned for new years. Gay. I played the Crysis demo. Thats pretty gay too, since no computer can run it with smooth framerate, which makes it the "omg gg" best game of the year. Call Of Duty 4, now there's a game. Its "omg gg" smooth, and so ...so very fun. Finished Bioshock and Jade Empire. Kick ass games. Downloading Gears of War right now. Should be done soon. Will play it. Short sentences. W00t.

Ponder sequence: Where did the word W00t come from anyway? Was an owl playing counterstrike and it won so it was like "w00.....t"

I think im done here

-Fuzz