Im a million miles away...
Hey all, long time no e-chat. How's all your new years resolutions going? Leave a few comments im interested to hear.
My new year's resolution is going OK but everyone around me is makin it harder for some reason, even though i think its not intentional on their behalf. Lets see i've got part time ongoing work, im TRYING to pay extra attention to studies haha...i've lost a little bit of weight (that or the scale is broken), my music is coming along....im still a lonely bugger i havent found any interest, and im going to India with a couple of my mates early next year. Financially im strapped for cash and emotionally im needing some serious attention. All my friends are coupled up and im tending to be a third wheel, my parents are giving me so much shit for no reason. I dont even use my friends as solitude or to escape from it all, I use my music. No one understands or cares but then again neither do I. Oh, and dont mind all this jibberish, I just needed to vent :)
My demo album is sort of coming along, i'm working on a new song and the drums sound very pleasant. I was considering removing drums altogether but i gave it one more shot and it was worth it. You can check it out if you'd like www.angelfire.com/alt/stuff/morestuff/STinprogressHL.mp3 . The drums arent finished yet obviously, it only goes for the first 2 minutes or so. You know if I had enough cash or didnt have to carry the burden of respecting my parents wishes...i'd lock myself in this room im in right now and just record my songs for like 2 months.
Anyway so yeah my life is sucking majorly right now, ive been in a miserable mood the past few days. Take care all.
-Hursh meister
My new year's resolution is going OK but everyone around me is makin it harder for some reason, even though i think its not intentional on their behalf. Lets see i've got part time ongoing work, im TRYING to pay extra attention to studies haha...i've lost a little bit of weight (that or the scale is broken), my music is coming along....im still a lonely bugger i havent found any interest, and im going to India with a couple of my mates early next year. Financially im strapped for cash and emotionally im needing some serious attention. All my friends are coupled up and im tending to be a third wheel, my parents are giving me so much shit for no reason. I dont even use my friends as solitude or to escape from it all, I use my music. No one understands or cares but then again neither do I. Oh, and dont mind all this jibberish, I just needed to vent :)
My demo album is sort of coming along, i'm working on a new song and the drums sound very pleasant. I was considering removing drums altogether but i gave it one more shot and it was worth it. You can check it out if you'd like www.angelfire.com/alt/stuff/morestuff/STinprogressHL.mp3 . The drums arent finished yet obviously, it only goes for the first 2 minutes or so. You know if I had enough cash or didnt have to carry the burden of respecting my parents wishes...i'd lock myself in this room im in right now and just record my songs for like 2 months.
Anyway so yeah my life is sucking majorly right now, ive been in a miserable mood the past few days. Take care all.
-Hursh meister
posted by Fuzzbuggy at 7:17 PM
2 Comments:
Take comfort in that at least you aren't Sunny.
Harpy, mate... As you could probably tell I was having trouble with a selected group of my immediate friends. In the end I felt my input to the dispute between a few of my friends was not only futile but caused even more friction. I felt like I was the main target for any accusations made and that it all came down to me. I mean no one knew this stuff except my Mum but I gradually told my parents, however she is the only one that seemed concerned hahaha. After a while I realised I was digging a hole for myself and explained myself to a few of my immediate friends. I guess thats when everything sank in. You make friends in a lifetime, and you DONT lose them in a second, because the trust and honesty thats gained throughout those years will overcome any fued between two mates. Now everything is fine after I had a chance to explain not only myself, but what my other friends were going through. Everything is how it should be, but for some reason everything feels so much better than before. This might sound like some sort of psychological review (Which I HATE) but its more....coming to terms with my current situation. Anyway, just wanted to say thanks alot mate, you cleared my head.
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